Redemption comes in many forms.
Things happen and they aren't fair and they hurt. Loss and illness and disease and disability and strained relationships and failed attempts.
But if you get back up and keep going and process the hard stuff the best you can; if you keep focusing on the positive, while not living in denial about the hurt, if you just keep going...
Someday you'll find redemption.
Keep your eyes open and keep looking because it will come.